。。。

男人，
如果你不能给女人幸福，
请过主~

心。声

男人往往认为自己对婚姻具有恐惧感及压迫感，
但他们忽略了女人其实也是一样。
男人向往自由，
其实女人也是一样。
很多东西，
男人都认为只有自己有压力，
但，女人也是一样。

其实，give and take.
有谁能明白呢？
如果你不能对感情牺牲，
那么不要要求别人和你一样。

有时候不是不懂，只是不想懂；有时候不是不知道，只是不想说出来；有时候不是不明白，而是明白了也无能为力，于是就保持了沉默。有些话，适合藏在心里；有些痛苦适合无声无息的忘记；有些回忆，只适合偶尔拿出来回味。很多事，当经历过，自己知道就好；很多改变，无需说出来的，自己明白就好。

2012

很快的，2011年结束了。
2012年到达了。
2012的前半段，将是我最辛苦的日子。
因为需要实习，需要考试。
我知道我无法回避这一切，但我会努力做好。
还有很多很多的东西等着我去实践。
很压力，但我会尽量把它变成推动力。
我也知道很多东西不在我的掌控之中，但在我掌控中的，我都会尽我所能，做到最好。

2012 目标：
1）学业方面-〉实习成功，考试顺利，面试过关。
2）钱财方面-〉赚多点钱，存多点钱，少花点钱。
3）健康方面-〉少生病，多运动。
4）其他方面-〉顺顺利利。

加油吧！咕咕！！
^^

书

到大众书局逛逛。
说不买书，结果。。
还是买了。
喜欢它的封面，更喜欢它的书名。
每一次相遇都是奇迹- 吴淡如

剪发

最近真的很爱剪发。
越短越好。
看看最近刚剪的发型，
嗯，不错看哦~ ^^

不过，有人说我像男孩。
晕~~~

blue day

I'm being so frustrated today.
helo, don't put your own thinking or perception on me lah!
if u feel that u have been treat badly and i have enjoyed those priority because of someone,
then i give u.
u all will never understand how stressful i faced.
and one more thing,
i don't think i have enjoyed those priority because my workload is still high!
shit!

I wanna shout out loud!

can I?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALOHA~

erhmm~
there has been a long time since my last blog posted.but sometimes.......
I REALLY lazy to write out.XD
holidays are going to end. i done what should i do exclude ASSIGNMENTS! @.@ so terrible huh... And i know, my suffer time is coming. rushing rushing lagi. duh. nvm la, padan muka I.

Ling is going to play a basketball match later. his competitor is a strong team(according what he told me).
hope he can play well tonight.
NO.4, ALL IN ya!(shouting from my bottom heart!)

kla,
continue my movie~


loves.

birthday surprise for my ♥ 01.02.2011

thinking what should i present to ling~

so fan.
because my ling is so choosy. XD (lalala~)
after i thought for so long,
this idea has came out from my mind!!!
da lang!!!
check it out!
.
.
.
.
baking baking~

slowly wanna huat liao~

huat liao huat liao~so excited!!!XD

huat till like volcano!!@.@

after cut off the volcano, sui sui sui!!!XD

making the chocolate icing~

see, so pekat~~lolz

sapu sapu for the whole cake~

decoration~

done!!! ^^
my ling's birthday cake.

this is my very first handmade cake in my life.
felt so touched and grateful after success to make it.
hope he will like it.

happy 25th to u~ling!
muckssss~~~

p/s: this is not a present yet..this is just a small xin yi~


love

bye bye 2010, welcome 2011

there is another one day to go and after that I gonna say bye bye to 2010. rethink what I have done in this year.

1) quit the frustrated XX job and joined education world--> became a teacher!
2) got a boyfriend who so so pamper me. (although sometimes he will kek me!hmph.)
3) got my MBA course in UPM. finally!!but, i just studied for one sem and then defer it. felt so bu she de. but no choice.why??plz check no.4. because...
4) got my KPLI-KDC at Perlis. hurray!!! this was the hardest but I'm damn so lucky to get it.XD but, North again!=.=''' nvm, i still felt so happy on it!!^^

These are the important incidents which happened on me in 2010 . I felt that I'm quite lucky in this year because what i dream have come true.(although I have passed through few challenges.) Btw, got to know a lot of friends from workplace, UPM and IPG too~I'm felt blessed and appreciated on what I got now.

Thanks god for always protect me and listen to my heart, thanks to my family especially dad n mum who always support me (both of u are the greatest!!love~mucks!!),thanks to my ling who always be with me no matter what happen(love you! mucks~),thanks to all of my friends who stay beside me(thumb up to all of you^^). Blessing and wishes from me to all of you will be given from time to time. ~.~

2010, a up side down year for me. hopefully 2011 will be a different year for me. I know there are many challenges waiting for me, but, doesn't matter. no challenge, no life. This is what I think. I should list out what i have to do in the coming year. my aim, my goal, etc.. the most important is, I must achieve it!XD (harap-harap lar...)

this might be the last post for 2010.

*BYE BYE 2010, HELLO 2011*

a busy month-December

it has been a long time i never blog out anything again!
busy + lazy =D
finally i get my KPLI-KDC course and i felt i'm quite lucky on it.
After this, i will become a permanent teacher!!!!XD
my FOREVER gold bowl!
thanks god and thanks to everyone who gave me the support and wishes~
one of the thing which surprised me was,
I got the North part again!
and this time was at Perlis! pheww!
No matter how,
I appreciated on what i got,and i knew that i will never regret on it.

I started my KPLI-KDC course during the school holiday.
means that, my holiday gone T.T
Perlis was a very incurious place.
no place to play,and no night life.
People here are living peacefully.
they seem don't like to work until late night.
the shop will close at early night and the street will be very quiet.

Talk about my study life.
My class has 25 people. 22 ladies, 3 gentlemen.
XD
and, there were only 3 people from KEDAH, and the rest were from SELANGOR!
gosh~~~
glad to know them.
quite fun actually.
we always went here and there in groups.
memories are started to build in my mind.

LIFE is like that huh....
people come in and out.
we will never expect who we will meet in the next station.
as long as we appreciate what we have now.
that's enough~~~

going to continue my assignment again.
sienzzz...
will try to update my blog frequently.....if i am free!
XD
chaoz..

忙

这两个月来都忙得不可开交。。。
很少时间写blog。
其实是，有点懒！
原以为过了10月就应该很空闲了，
那知道11月还有event要做。咳。。。。


心情和自己过意不去。。。
X 的！！
没力了。。。
现在的头脑有点blur blur 的。。。
想睡觉。。

掰！

隐瞒

心很慌。。很乱。。。
为什么要隐瞒？？
是我想太多吗？

holiday ends

woke up early morning today for my jogging session.
finally we made it!
but ling said i didn't really run.
he said he dunwan to bring me for jogging next time.
hmph.
maybe too long never exercise, i felt my stamina was getting worse.
lari sedikit pun sudah chuan.
didn't sweat alot pun.
getting unhealthy.cham.
dun care lar, next time go again. phee...

come back to my holiday.
gosh, going end soon.
what am i doing during this holiday?
none!
ah ha, i think got.
watching tvb series for whole day and night.
XD
公主嫁到quite nice to watch.
and the result is,
i never study at all!!! T.T
die jor this time.
a bit guilty liao..
that's why today guai guai stay at home and do revision.
my target for today--> study as much as i can.
=p

result

my mid term result for OB was just released.
terrible bad.
sien ><
although not only me got the bad result, but i still felt bad.
started nervous.
how can i score in the final?
seems like not easy.
anyway, i need to push myself more harder and harder.

talk about my mid term again, there is still one paper to go.
economics.
actually i'm having one week school holiday and i suppose to study now.
yet,
i spent my time in marking books and relaxing.
die...
a bit nervous after see my mid term result for OB.
i shouldn't berlengah-lengah already.
but, i can't find my mood.
how eh?
help me....T.T
ok lah, tomorrow i will guai guai go study a bit.

talk about my gathering just now.
i thought we quite bad.
keep talking someone's bad thing.
muahahaha..
not we kepo lar.
but just released something in our mind.
and we found out one thing,
yuyu is our kong tong de friend eh...
and i promised everyone that i will draw the circle circle thing.
neh,remembered when we were in form 4 or 5,
we learned the Maths->wat intersect, subset smtg like that..
and i felt that it can represent our relationship by drawing this.
will draw soon because ah bing is waiting for my drawing.

XD

pics of ♥♥♥♥

my only kuli

ling took my blur blur face..hmph!

alot of ppls.

taken while waiting for cable car..
i prefer this because i more cantikXD

lobby of first world hotel

with two cute mascot..XD

finally i can upload my genting trip's pictures.
not much, but is memorable.
♥

geramnya!!!

i dunno why i can't post out the picture!!?!
what happen?
keep saying can't post out the html this kind of thing!!?!
shit!
anyone can tell me?

our first trip 04-05.09.2010

after planned for one month,
finally we went to our first trip ---> genting.
It was quite excited and happy,
however,some incidents happened and ruined up the trip.

we arrived cable car station around 2pm and waiting the cable car for half an hour.
terrible!
but the most terrible thing was,
we waited for check in room for 2 hours!
yet, the result was,
we can't get our room due to some procedure problems.
hate first world!!
sigh..
so disappointed and down at the moment.

no matter how,
i just wanna be with ling.
so my mood started turn better.
I knew ling was guilty and angry.
but he can't do anything also.
I never blame on him because i knew he tried his best already.
❤ him!

anyway,
we have a peace night together as well.
happy 5 months anniversary to ling~ mucks!❤

s t r e s s

will face my very first mid term exam on tomorrow for my master study .
STRESS UP!!><
just finished study 3 chapters out of 6 chapters.
(lect said we just need to aim for 3 chapters because we just needed to answer 3 questions)
hopefully i can answer it.

anyway,
i have not start memorize it...
argh!!!!!
how????
T.T

领悟

从前，荒岛上住着爱情，快乐，伤心 和吵架。
有一天，
快乐，伤心和吵架都选择了离开那荒岛，
只剩下爱情选择留下来陪着它。。
日子渐渐的过去了，
荒岛将沉入海底。
爱情在没办法之下必须离开了。
它找了吵架，但吵架的船已载满了太多东西，
所以无法载它了。
它找了伤心，但伤心的船也已载满了太多东西，
所以也无法载它了。
最后，它找了快乐。
但快乐的船太沉醉于快乐当中，
所以也没理会它。
在爱情以为它即将消失时，
突然来了一艘船，并载了它。
那艘船的名字是--

时间


很多人都说，时间能证明一切。
但，
在等着时间证明的时候，
彼此都必须懂得应该做些什么。
其实，
时间证明的结果，
就是你在一段感情里所付出应得的代价。

想法

在听了一些话后，
心情很难好起来。
原来，
该面对的，
有很多。。。
信心开始动摇了。。。
我高估自己了。。。
原来自己并没拥有那么大的影响力。。。

坦荡荡一点，
诚实点，
难道不好吗？
总好过在很久之后，
知道了一些东西，
而不知如何面对。。。

我开始迷惑了。。。