rehearsal of sport day

started the rehearsal in the early morning yet ended up in the afternoon..
kinda exhausted and tired!><

Not very smooth as we think because it was raining for a short period of time...the practice has to be stopped. besides, some rules for the games are keep changing plus the Very Important Teacher who in charged for the games is absented. Make everyone confused........haih....

There is something happened on me today. innocently kena 'wat' by a teacher...she said i helped the students to tarik tali wor.....sounded ridiculous because...i mana ada larat to tarik tali leh..i think i will kena tarik by tali lor!!sigh...i just standed beside my students and shouted gambatte to them..actually i din really care on this matter because i knew she is making joke on that time .but, after my mum talked with me and my students asked me, then only i realized that there is not a SMALL matter!!! because after she used mic and said me, students from other teams are shouting : 'hor.......' wth!!! totally spoil my image!! i never do lor!! but students dunno...mum quite angry on this, because her daughter kena 'wat'!! haih....whatever lar, as long as i never do....but, honestly..........i get something from this incident..

The moral of the story is: talk what should talk in an occasion and think twice before talk.

kolian tai me......T.T

bussie week

ah ha!
such a long time never write something in my blog..kinda lazy...@@
busy for nearly one week because of setting exam paper, writing the number for sport days etc..
rushing all the things in one shot...
the feeling at the moment is...
STRESS + PRESSURE+LONG PIAK!
and finally,
completed all!!!!muahahahaha...proud of myself...^^Y
ok la,i knew i got simply emo and easy fired up during this period of time...sigh!
sorry to my love....
no matter how, it is all over! ~.~


just had the first rehearsal for sport day today..under a super big hot sun!
but i quite enjoying on it especially looking at my 'children' played the games!
kinda funny and make me keep shouting for my own team!(although i knew there is just a rehearsal XD)
I'm thinking...what will happen during this coming sport day??
I think i will lost sound!!hahahaha...
oh ya,will become a blacky or chocky also...argh!!
can't wait for this sunday....=)

recently me~by my ♥

p/s: will try to take the sport day's pics and upload here....(if i got time to take it...XD)

心 。情

又很久没上来写写东西了。。。今天的心情有点怪。。。
原以为拥有了自由和空间，就能让我可以好好沉淀自己的心情，准备后再向它挑战。。。
但，恍然大悟之余，发现我有恐惧症。。。
想了很久，确定了自己要的是什么后才知道原来已经有东西隔着了我和它的距离。。。
不再轻易触碰它，才不会让自己陷入不安，痛苦及伤害。。。
我自私了。。我承认，无私的我变得很自私。。。不再伟大，不再轻易付出。。。所以选择不向前。。。宁愿等到看见了别人对我的付出和努力，我才做决定。。。
我知道对爱我的人很不公平，但，我真的怕了。。。
轰轰烈烈这四个字，已经很难在我的脑海里出现。。。
我只想要很平静的，很甜蜜的，很舒服的。。。
可以吗？我能拥有吗？我不知道。。。
我只知道，要拥有这些，我必须踏出第一步。。。
请给我一些时间。。。我真的需要时间。。。
也期待我可以看见和感觉我想要的。。。

最近蛮喜欢这首歌。。。。歌词很简单，利落，但讲出了我的心声。。。

黄小琥 - 没那么简单
作词:姚若龙 作曲:萧煌奇

没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

Jacky

Sit in front of laptop...and think back something...
Suddenly, Jacky's face is appeared!
How is Jacky now?
Is it live happily at heaven?
It has left this world nearly 1 year...but the memory which it gave me is still fresh...
Jacky arr, jie jie hopes you can live happily ya~miss U!!!muckssss....



Dumb dumb jacky's look!!XD

la la la

Sick since last sunday!-.-'''
gastric + vomit + lausai + headache....
make me feel suffering and body so weak... (still in a recovering mode) ><
body check up result is out!
cholesterol come back to me!! hate it!!><
have to drink more oats and eat more healthy food again...
found out that my body become more weaker..how come???
felt sorry to parents because make them worry...
i will guai guai de....T.T
FIRST aim for 2010---> make my body more healthier!!!!

Stay at home recently..lai lai han...rehat ma...lol
think alot...
fan my study stuff!!
how how how??
when my temporary transcript will reach my home?
when can I know i can study back!??!??
when can I quit my job!!??!Hmph...
uncertain future~~
SECOND aim for 2010---> MUST study back!!

Anyway, a brand new year reached! start a new journey as well. Hope everything will be smooth and be fine. GOD bless!! To everyone:


~HAPPY 2010!!!~

苦中一点甜

最近都在追宫心计。。。从那里学到这句话。。
“苦中一点甜”
蛮有意思的。。。
人生并不会永远安稳的度过，一路上必定会有波折。。。
这只是看一个人如何去看待而已。。。
这几天想通了一些事情，心情也变得快乐些。。。
管它的。。。
只要对得起自己，对自己有交待，达到自己的要求，
这，就够了。。。
这是以前的我的原则，
有一段时期，它不见了。。。
但，
我开始把它找回来了。。。
很开心！！
我想，
这就是从波折中领悟到的东西。。。
没有人可以让你不快乐，只有自己能让自己不快乐。。。
快乐也是一天，不快乐也是一天，
那么，
为何不选快乐呢？？
谢谢我的朋友们。。。
有你们，让我好快乐。。。
最谢谢我的家人。。。
有你们，让我觉得家是最好的。。。
呵呵。。。。

思考

得与失。。。
怎么分呢？？？