sueh day

such a sueh day today.
not for me, is for three person.
but kinda influenced my mood now.

first, ling.
he just had accident last few hours ago.
and, i was sleeping when he is calling me!
I never heard the phone ring and see the message also.
wth of me..T.T
i'm so so bad!!!
stunned when he called me at 7pm.
felt anxious on him and luckily he is alright.
but, his car is not really alright.><
no matter how, i just want my ling safe and no hurt!
felt very very sorry and guilty to him because i'm not being with him when he faced the accident.
feeling like to see him and hug him at this moment.
i think i will only feel he is safe when i see him.
how??? *sob sob*
sorry ya ling~~can't be with you now.
miss you so much~


second, my youngest bro.
suddenly nose bleeding during eating the dinner.
quite alot.
I remembered that he bleed often when he still a kid last time.
doc said his blood vessel in his nose is thin and easy bleeding if he dig it.
He started not bleeding after mum cooked some 'bu pin' for him every week.
but,
after few more years,
It happened again.
last week and today.
sigh...
we all are worrying about him now.
wondering whether is hot weather or he dig it.
from what he said, he never dig it.
guessing that he need to drink back the black, smelly,weird 'bu pin' again!
pity him~
hope he will be alright soon.
aww~~sayang sayang ya ah bi..


third, mum.
mum is sueh today, because of my bro lor..
nose bleeding.
actually she kinda tired today.
have tuition after work and need to cook also.
thought can rest after eat the dinner.
who knows,
my bro's thing make her more worried and fan.
haih...
thinking that she won't sleep well today...
mum always so grandness.
what i can do is, ask her not so worry.
everything is gonna be alright.


dear god, kindly protect all my loves can go through all the bad things in this critical period.
sueh thing go, good thingssss come!!
may god bless you all.
*praying harder*